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Saturday, February 28, 20098:18 PM
HEYHEYHEY!
very long never blog le!
DUE TO:
- Exams
- Homeworks( plenty)
- Laptop down (!!!!)

waaah. my life is so dull currently.
KAN'T WAIT FOR MARCH HOLIDAES LARH! :(
saD.
i just want a WEEK without homework, exams, cca.
i doubt it will be possible though.
plus, MYlaptopISdownAGAIN! :((

MY WISH FOR NOW:
- Score well for exams (hmm... try larh huh.)
- An APPLE LAPTOP (Pleassseeee. maybe i get myself one for birthdae) :P
- Holidae (!!!)
- Holidae (!!!)
- Holidae (!!!)
YAY!! make it possible lerh... :x

i want a wonderful sec3 life lerh ;)
PLEASSSEEEE.
damnit. HARD.

today just had e.maths lesson with ms kwok.
and that gary & mantou! KEEP ADJUSTING THE AIRCON.
haix. they too super weird de.
then after that still got tuition. :(

my life is CURRENTLY gloomyyy.
:(
bleah.

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TO ALL: THANKS FOR TAGGING!LOVE YOU PEOPLE.
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Saturday, February 14, 20093:34 PM
WHEEE :)
i'm back. from... SEC3 ADVENTURE CAMP! xD
I SHALL BELIEVE THAT I'M THE 1ST TO POST X)

sec3 adventure camp was super fun!!! :D i ENJOYED IT SUPER MUCHHH!
except the part abt the toliet & the insects & the bugs.
LOL!
other then that. it was PURE FUN. :)

DAY1
- left sch at 8+! i was separated from my their le qun :(
she was in grp 12, while i was in group 13 :x
we had 18 people in grp13! (including me) & ALL OF US WERE FROM 3/5! :)
i partnered JO ANN & SERENA. :D
they were GREAT!:)
our camp instructor was the best! hehes :)
EUGENE! EU RAWK :P
he was SUPER- funny, interesting,"high", zilian, goood!
it took kinda of long reaching there.
in the bus, I GOT TO SEE SYAKIR SLEEPING WITH HIS MOUTH WIDE OPEN x)
haha :)

anw, we reached there.
I LOVE THE SHAKING BRIDGE.
i will miss it LOADS.
we went pass the brigde & headed for the canteen.
then i went to check out the toliet ;x
it was HORRIBLE.
insects, bugs, shit, urine, flooded toliet bowls.
yucks.
then AVI & the boys started complaining abt how bad was their boy's toliet.
mun hou was like ee-ing here, ee-ing there xD
he was damn weird larh! x)
then avi was saeing about how much he misses his porn.
then they started to sae things that were really damn funny.
we started laughing like crap :D

then we were lead to the tent.
all 3/5-ians girls in grp 13 shared a tent.
7-in-a-tent.
we placed our stuff then we ate.
& we headed for our activity.
too bad i didn't do flying fox!!!
i only did the jumping-from-the-top-to-the-bottom-of-the-tower part.
it was REALLY SCARY.
actually i kinda of tout whether to go anot.
if winnie dey all were there, i think they will push me down the tower man.
LOL.
it was REALLY FUN!
then we did INDIANA JONES.
ilovethatACTIVITYthemost :D
it was superrr fun.
we did jetty jumping too :)
but yiyang lost his specs there.
he looked so gloomy during lunch larh.
we did "wild wild wet" too.
but it was really in the wild this time.

then we went to bath.
LOL. uncomfortable, but we still bathed.
then we went for dinner :D
lol! zheng xiong was damn funny larh.
he was crapping abt how handsome he was.
LOL. he talked abt his "love" stories.
damn funny person :D
lele & i were finally REUNITED.
we started bully shen zhen. hehe x)
he was like " they keep throwing invisible bombs at me"
we were so happy to see him sad xD

yiyang still had his gloomy face on :x
then we had the confidence night trail.
we had to walk in TOTAL DARKNESS+ kannot on torch light.
the we had to wait for more than 1hr+ just to solely walk alone to the end.
played stones with zheng xiong- we were creating sparks.
lol. he is damn disgusting also larh.
we ended the trail & slept.

we had breakfast in the morning.
kc was crappy thur the whole camp,
anw, zhen xiong continued with his love story.
& i & lele listened.
his love story damn drama.
lol.
anw, we had the whole bunch of boring activites after breakfast, wad log, wad see-saw, wad balancing.
then we had bi-cultural.
the act-smart zheng xiong & shen zhen was leading.
but in the end we didnt find anything!
DAMNIT.
LOL.
damndamndamn.
PLUS: YAO XIANG EAT DAMN FAST & IS VERY K-P-O!
lol.
headed back to the camp ALL WORN OUT.
then it rained so we didnt had the last activity :(
zheng xiong was so high when it rained x)
his "bathtub" was filling up.
& he continued with his lovestory.
bathed.
we had campfire in the canteen!
it was super high.
kc & kevin danced like ... shit?
xiangrong was dancing his wadeva style.
damn funny larh!
then we bullied zhen shen the whole camp ;D
he was like "damnit" face kan.
it was SUPER FUN.
zheng xiong didnt bathe for 1 entire dae larh but he won a bottle of chips & he even brought the bottle back to s'pore.
LOL.
then we slept.
at 12+, they woke us up again.
i was like wtf?
then they sae 3 students went out of the area.
lol. i shall not be detail at this point.:x
went back to sleep.

WOKE UP, EAT BREAKFAST
then clear up! we lucky cuz we need to clear canteen only.
lele that grp need clean toliet!
haha :)
we went back to s'pore ! :D
daddy fetched me.

HAPPY VALENTINE DAE.
nxt time then upload pics! :D
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Sunday, February 8, 20095:15 PM
okie. ITS REALLY BEEN LONG :}
i'm superrr sorrie that i have not been updatingg. :x
i'm still stressing over my studies. ._.
i seriously have very little spare time with all the softball training & competition :x
i'm seriously MESSED-UP.
secondary3 is NOT A JOKE. its TIRING.
i'm alrdy stressed up at wad's gona happen.
i tend to think too much. I NOE.
i have GOT to learn to handle it ALL.
damnit.
blehhhhhhhhh.

anw, HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR :D
its better late than never rite?????
yeah--- its better early than late though.

iGOTsoMANYthingsTOwrite.
hahas(:
the best part abt this chinese new year was meeting up with my cousins!
ISUPEEERRR LOVE CINDY&VANNESA!
they're like me. keep playing around (x
hahas(:
i need to study harderr.
iDONTgetIT.
why in the world are there cca for sec3????
DON'T they noe that sec3 life is alrdy a misery WITHOUT cca.
now adding cca in, is = to MORE MISERY.
it totally sucks! HELLO. not that i don't like softball.
but i really need my own time.
I have CHANGED.
i am a brand new me.
its not wad that change me.
its life that changed me.
keepon.
everyone just moves on.
TIME WAITS FOR NOONE.
i will no longer keep myself in my own small world.
TIME HAS CHANGED.
I HAVE CHANGED.
NO ONE WILL STAY THE SAME.
& i will just have to keep eu in my memories.
NEVER to remember eu again.
cast away.
my grandfather is still in the hospital.
its really sad to see him trying to figure out who i'm.
& even seeing him trying to talk.
i have no time to visit him somemore.
damnit.
when kan i ever walk out of my stressful life.
its no longer easy to be worry-less.
as eu grow older. things just seems to weigh more on ur shoulders.
i need to release them.
but responsiblity & rules just restrict me further.
its hard to understand.
even i don't understand myself now.
i DON'T WANNA be like that.
i never wanted to be.
but like i said.
things are NEVER the same anymore.
EVERYONE have changed.
the difference is only whether they changed for the better or the worse.
& me?
i have just grown to be more selfish.
NO ONE IN THE WORLD IS GOOD.
& maybe its just better to be selfish.
i have grown to be more afraid of responsiblity & rules.
i have grown more timid.
wad i like now- a chance for me to spread my wings and soar FREELY.
no burden. no stress. no responsibilty & no RULES.
i hate going to sch now,
but i still have to. for my future.
i kan't take the stress of being in the wrong side of life.
I NEED TO CHANGE.
eu caused me to change.
i am different.
i MAY LAUGH OR EVEN JOKE.
but i have changed.
i shall only love those who truly love me.
the rest?
i will just throw them away.
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